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Opening Instrumental
04:43
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2. |
Interview
03:11
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3. |
Charlie
05:21
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I lie awake
Night turns to day
Thoughts of you I can't shake
So frail, so frayed
I will not try
To change or sway
I know it's not my place
It's your life, your way
There's things I'll keep
Memories I'll take to my end
Our last embrace
The way your bones felt in my hands
The hope that I'll see you again
You used to say
There's so much life has in store
But it's days like today
Where I dont want it anymore
Or the things I'll keep
Memories I'll take to my end
The bronze and cherry
The cold my lips felt on your head
I think it's finally sinking in
But you've taught me well
With not what you say, but all you do
I've learned so much
The love you that you gave has seen me through
All my days
You're a hero to me
And if half of you, I could be
I'd no longer feel small
But standing tall
For all the world to see
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4. |
Interview
03:15
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5. |
Neanderthal
06:20
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I wish I didn't need
To look up the words
You use to describe things
I nod and agree
Like I get what you mean
When I don't know a damn thing
I wish I could hold
Intense conversations
With what sparks your interests
But all that I know
The most primal of instincts
The mind of a caveman
Bone in my hand
Still question the sunlight
So obsessed with violence
Yet still scared to die
As others rub sticks
To create the first fire
I sit idly by
But at least I figured out
That I should make every second with you count
You'll come to your senses soon
There's no doubt
That as much as I love you
I'm going to lose you
To what I can't give you
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6. |
Interview and Banter
05:18
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7. |
Lindo
06:31
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Watching you eat your meal so that you would not choke
This was the last time we spoke
Dimming the lights down in your room to match the hall
The last time I'd see you at all
Summers are gone and there to stay when you're not around
Who can I run to now?
The years melt in front of my eyes; a masquerade
Nights don't turn to days, they just fade
There was a moment when your spirit passed through me
I felt all you felt, saw all you've seen
And now I never will be whole, all thoughts untrue
Knowing I was once filled with you
Summers are gone and there to stay when you're not around
Who can I run to now?
The years melt in front of my eyes; a masquerade
Nights don't turn to days, they just fade
It all just fades away
How can I be the one alive
And still feel less than you?
Maybe I'm not...
In my mind you still survive
I'll wait for your return
For you to come and take me home
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8. |
Interview and Banter
05:57
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9. |
Monster
04:19
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I love my family and I'd do anything for them
But so did Cain...so did Cain
My pretty girl, I'll follow her until her end
But so did Gein...so did Gein
I love my child, and I will always let her know
But so did Casey...so did Casey
I love my friends, love my friends
But so did Gacy...so did Gacy
Can you convince me that I won't become like them
Just one reason to separate this blend
Cause just like them, I can bend
And just like them, I can break
And how will I know what it takes
And will I know if I'm not safe
Before it's too late
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10. |
Interview and Banter
03:27
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11. |
The Nature Song
06:14
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The snow falls year after year
Whether or not I'm still here
Regardless of what I know
Trees will grow, trees will grow
No matter where I have been
The waves still keep crashing in
Despite all that I have built
Flowers wilt, flowers wilt
I've watched the streams flow
I've felt the winds blow
I've watched the sun fall
The moon that stands tall
I've watched as rats devour their young
Another life looked down upon
We can't change what came before
When we are gone, time will move foward
Forevermore
After all I have rearranged
The leaves still turn red, the seasons change
And the best I can do is blend right in
As each new day begins
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12. |
Interview and Farewell
03:05
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13. |
Better Left Unsaid
02:08
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